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Thursday, July 23, 2015

Fiery Trials

Psalm 105

Give thanks to the Lord.
Call on him.
Make known among the nations what he has done.
Sing to him.
Make music to praise him.
Meditate on all the miracles he has performed.
Brag about his holy name.
Let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice.
Search for the Lord and his strength.
Always seek his presence.
Remember the miracles he performed,
    the amazing things he did, and the judgments he pronounced,

        you descendants of his servant Abraham,
        you descendants of Jacob, his chosen ones.
He is the Lord our God.
    His judgments are pronounced throughout the earth.
He always remembers his promise,[a]
    the word that he commanded for a thousand generations,
        the promise that he made to Abraham,
            and his sworn oath to Isaac.
10 He confirmed it as a law for Jacob,
    as an everlasting promise to Israel,
11         by saying, “I will give you the land of Canaan.
            It is your share of the inheritance.”
12 While the people of Israel were few in number,
    a small group of foreigners living in that land,
13         they wandered from nation to nation,
            from one kingdom to another.
14 He didn’t permit anyone to oppress them.
He warned kings about them:
15     “Do not touch my anointed ones
        or harm my prophets.”
16 He brought famine to the land.
He took away their food supply.
17 He sent a man ahead of them.
He sent Joseph, who was sold as a slave.
18     They hurt his feet with shackles,
        and cut into his neck with an iron collar.
19             The Lord’s promise tested him through fiery trials
                until his prediction came true.

20     The king sent someone to release him.
    The ruler of nations set him free.
21     He made Joseph the master of his palace
        and the ruler of all his possessions.
22             Joseph trained the king’s officers the way he wanted
                and taught his respected leaders wisdom.
23 Then Israel came to Egypt.
    Jacob lived as a foreigner in the land of Ham.
24 The Lord made his people grow rapidly in number
    and stronger than their enemies.
25 He changed their minds so that they hated his people,
    and they dealt treacherously with his servants.
26 He sent his servant Moses, and he sent Aaron, whom he had chosen.
27     They displayed his miraculous signs among them
        and did amazing things in the land of Ham.
28 He sent darkness and made their land dark.
    They did not rebel against his orders.
29 He turned their water into blood
    and caused their fish to die.
30 He made their land swarm with frogs,
    even in the kings’ bedrooms.
31 He spoke, and swarms of flies and gnats
    infested their whole territory.
32 He gave them hail and lightning
    instead of rain throughout their land.
33 He struck their grapevines and fig trees
    and smashed the trees in their territory.
34 He spoke, and countless locusts and grasshoppers came.
35     They devoured all the plants in the land.
    They devoured the crops in the fields.
36 He killed all the firstborn sons,
    the first ones born in the land when their fathers were young.
37 He brought Israel out with silver and gold,
    and no one among his tribes stumbled.
38 The Egyptians were terrified of Israel,
    so they were glad when Israel left.

39 He spread out a cloud as a protective covering
    and a fire to light up the night.
40 The Israelites asked, and he brought them quail
    and filled them with bread from heaven.
41 He opened a rock, and water gushed
    and flowed like a river through the dry places.
42 He remembered his holy promise to his servant Abraham.
43 He brought his people out with joy,
    his chosen ones with a song of joy.

44 He gave them the lands of other nations,
    and they inherited what others had worked for
45         so that they would obey his laws
            and follow his teachings.
Hallelujah!

Like Joseph, I feel like the Lord sold us over to be slaves. Harsh or not, there is no denying that our spirits have nearly been crushed by your strongholds...these shackles that bind you spiritually have hurt us so deeply.  The weight of responsibility for you bears down on our shoulders more and more like an iron collar of sorts.  No doubt, the Lord's Promise to us is being tested more than ever right now.  

We have literally been in despair since late last week.  When things didn't go the way you thought they should go, and you ran away and hid from us with a woman you hardly knew...and filled her head with incredulous lies as though we've been monsters mistreating you all of this time...and tried the same shennanigans with law enforcement?!...there are just no words.  Still.  The enemy clearly didn't like the eviction notice you gave him at the altar in Falls Creek.  Like a thief, he came to "steal, kill, and destroy" all the work we've done to grow closer as a family. 

He won this battle, but he's already lost the war.

In our pain, God remains.  He promised Joseph great authority and respect.  He promised Jacob numerous descendants. And to Moses and Aaron: deliverance for their people, the Israelites. But He never promised them an easy road to their "Promised Lands".  Nor does He promise this to us.  These fiery trials will likely continue until our prediction comes true.  But tonight, I'm choosing hope.  We will be brought out with silver and gold and we will not stumble.  Like manna from heaven and water gushing from a rock, the Lord has been so faithful to provide support for us in this dry place.  He remembers His promise and will bring us out with joy.  We can praise Him even now <3

2 Corinthians 4:8-12

In every way we’re troubled, but we aren’t crushed by our troubles. We’re frustrated, but we don’t give up. We’re persecuted, but we’re not abandoned. We’re captured, but we’re not killed. 10 We always carry around the death of Jesus in our bodies so that the life of Jesus is also shown in our bodies. 11 While we are alive, we are constantly handed over to death for Jesus’ sake so that the life of Jesus is also shown in our mortal nature. 12 Death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.
 

Love you, Lucy.
Mama