Oh, Loo. I have no more words. It seems Jesus was right to give us Mark 9:14-29 years ago. What rules you "since childhood", what continues to throw you into one figurative fire after another, "can be forced out only by prayer". Time and again you come back into our lives only to walk out when you either don't get what you want, or you're faced with reality...and sometimes both. And reality is, you're still creating story after story, preying on one person, one family, one facility after another, seeking to quench an insatiable thirst inside of you for attention...to be wanted...to be loved...that only God Himself can fill.
I'll say it again as I have so many times before: You are wanted. You are loved. You have our attention. And above all, you have His.
When these demons that bind you finally run you into rock bottom, I hope you'll read these letters and finally see, genuinely repent, and wholeheartedly accept it all and believe! While hope may be lost for any communication or a relationship with you right now, I'm still firmly holding on to hope in God "who turned the rock into a pool, the hard rock into springs of water" (Psalm 114:8). Your heart, however hardened, is never too far out of God's power and ability to transform it from one of stone, to one of flesh (Ezekiel 36:26). Daily, I'll continue to fight for you in prayer.
With His Love,
Mom
I'll say it again as I have so many times before: You are wanted. You are loved. You have our attention. And above all, you have His.
When these demons that bind you finally run you into rock bottom, I hope you'll read these letters and finally see, genuinely repent, and wholeheartedly accept it all and believe! While hope may be lost for any communication or a relationship with you right now, I'm still firmly holding on to hope in God "who turned the rock into a pool, the hard rock into springs of water" (Psalm 114:8). Your heart, however hardened, is never too far out of God's power and ability to transform it from one of stone, to one of flesh (Ezekiel 36:26). Daily, I'll continue to fight for you in prayer.
"Not to us, LORD, not to us, but to Your Name be the glory, because of Your love and faithfulness." -Psalm 115:1
With His Love,
Mom
